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the parts we could not abandon EP

by cutsleeve

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    Our debut EP is enclosed in a 2 panel sleeve featuring front and back artwork, along with a full colour 7 page zine designed by 7 local queer Asian artists (En Tze Loh, Dinaly Joyce Tran, Ron Siu, Beena Mistry, Mick Agustin, Tif Fan, Lisha Gabrielle).

    As queer racialized folks who rely and participate in various marginalized communities, we wanted to involve other queer Asian artists with our EP. Each artist contributed a visual piece to accompany each of our songs.

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1.
1989 04:25
They took our books Without a look Erase the culture They saw the end Of all their friends Destroy the culture Oh, its 30 years of this shit How did it end up like this Oh, its 30 years of this shit Whatever came from it And in their dreams They see a sheen A glimmer of what was more The fire lit And nameless kids A call for war or something more Oh, its 30 years of this shit How did it end up like this Oh, its 30 years of this shit Whatever came from it Oh, its 30 years of this shit How did it end up like this Oh, its 30 years of this shit Whatever came from it They took our books Without a look Destroy the culture
2.
durian eyes 04:23
Oh I’m mysteriously Falling into the abyss Of all I know and breathe Those smouldering yellow trees Been feeling so alone (feeling so alone) Wondering where’s my home (wondering where’s my home) They ask me what I know (ask me what I know) It’s nothing that I can show Foreign and lost in this world that isn’t mine Swimming in memories, I’m stuck floating in time If you’ve got durian eyes, I’m tired of being fetishized Who am I People are passing me by Bitter sound and icy air Standing here, the shade of the sky changes I’m living a lie Was I supposed to belong (was I supposed to belong) There’s no one in this dark hole (no one in this dark hole) I’ve been here all along (I’ve been here all along) Just realizing now it’s wrong (realizing now it’s wrong) Foreign and lost in this world that isn’t mine Swimming in memories, I’m stuck floating in time If you’ve got durian eyes, I’m tired of being fetishized Who am I x10 Foreign and lost in this world that isn’t mine Swimming in memories, I’m stuck floating in time If you’ve got durian eyes, I’m tired of being fetishized Who am I
3.
yellow fever 03:05
Yellow fever Yellow fever The doctor diagnosed her with yellow fever Yellow fever Yellow fever The doctor diagnosed her with yellow fever And I don’t think that I can be the cure Bet she thinks I only care ‘bout straight As in high school Becoming a doctor and not breaking rules Got a tiger mom who controls my every move But turns out she’s actually pretty cool She thinks she’s got an idea of me But it's so obvious she doesn’t know anything (ugh!) Yellow fever Yellow fever The doctor diagnosed her with yellow fever Yellow fever Yellow fever The doctor diagnosed her with yellow fever And I don’t think that I can be the cure Don’t say ni hao when you see my last name Just because I’m asian doesn’t mean we’re all the same You watch anime and you go to comic con Stop pretending our race is just a game You think your stereotypes are so clever But it's so obvious you don’t know anyone (oh my god!) She thinks she got an idea of me But it’s so obvious she doesn’t know anything (ugh!)
4.
flesh 03:23
Can someone show me how to approach my own flesh? She looks just like me and yet I never know what to expect I cannot meet her in the middle Lately I’ve been wondering which parts I could abandon No version of me in anyone’s mind is outstanding So who do I sacrifice pieces of me for? Nothing’s changed Yet everything’s different now Move on to stop clinging, to stop caring, to stop clinging Grow up to stop caring, to stop clinging, to stop caring Can someone show me how to approach my own flesh?
5.
I wake up and I go to work Just trying to live my life But you're in my face and asking about my race Talking all sweet but you don't know what a no looks like Drudging through the day Can't do what we want You don’t care how you behave When you're whining about not having a date You’re yelling at her is yelling at me Any man on the street is a threat to me Done with all harassment I see You're yelling at her (you’re yelling at me) No thoughts no concern Disregarded no remorse to see So stand there and fake the victim Feel like your life is over Maybe take a look at yourself You’re doing more harm than fucking help It's coursing through my blood We struggle to survive Any healing seems like a lie When you've been yelling at her all night You’re grabbing at her is grabbing at me Any man on the street is a threat to me Done with all harassment I see You're grabbing at her (you’re grabbing at me) No thoughts no concern Disregarded no remorse to see Didn't ask you to do that for me No way for you to win me over And what exactly are your intentions My silence isn't code for a yes A no from me is exactly as it seems You just don't get it So get the fuck away from me Your violence on her is violence on me Any man on the street is a threat to me Done with all harassment I see Your violence on her (your violence on me) No thoughts no concern Disregarded no remorse to see
6.
shatter 04:29
Visions of you in my mind But I am not one of your kind Someone is waiting for me, waiting on me Can’t get you out of my head Can’t put that place in my bed But someone is waiting for me, waiting for me But you Shatter me x4 Dig me a hole in the stars And carry your eyes to my heart But someone is waiting for me, waiting for me You’ve got me under a spell Can’t seem to shake off your smell And someone is waiting on me, waiting on me But you Shatter me x4 Shatter me x2 You shatter me Shatter me

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Album Artwork by Lily Huang

We were compelled to create music to explore our own experiences with mental health, queerness, and diaspora hardships. We hope that our music can provide support and validation to other folks who share similar experiences.

We would like to acknowledge this project was made possible through the funding support from VS Arts Music Grant and the Ontario Arts Council, an agency of the Government of Ontario.

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released August 21, 2020

Produced, Mixed & Engineered by Guillermo Subauste (Pacha Sound)
Mastered by Sage Kim (Lacquer Channel)
Written, Composed & Arranged by cutsleeve
Performed by cutsleeve

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cutsleeve Toronto, Ontario

cutsleeve is a five-piece queer East Asian rock band in what is currently known as 'Toronto'. We were brought together to explore the nuances of our own queer racialized identities and repurpose rock music for our own healing and expression.

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